CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 5
Emerson POV
I was tempted to run at the center of the church to hug her. Yes I was there. But I’m sure that I’ll just create a chaos. She didn’t even know me.
When Taylor updated me the same day Love went to Seattle to attend her sister's funeral, I immediately cancelled all my schedules for three days. I want to be with her and support her even from afar.
She just learned that her boyfriend has been cheating and now her little sister died. That's too much to handle.
I texted her and after two days she replied saying: Thank you for your kind words but May I know who this is?
Again, I was so tempted to text her back or call her but I decided not to because if I do, that will be the start of everything.
Love POV
My life has been boring since I came back here from Seattle. Wake up, jog, coffee, bath, work, eat, and sleep. I only eat once a day because one meal is all I can take. I have no appetite.
“Ms. Guildings, the CEO would like to have a word with you.” Sophia, my assistant told me. She is a very hard working assistant and dedicated as well.
“Tell him I'll be there in ten minutes.” I said as I collect my laptop and phone and ride a lift up to the top floor where Mr. Jem Hanks's office is located.
Maybe he needs to check the company's expenses. I told myself because it’s not yet the end of the month and he called to talk to me.
When I reached his floor, I knocked on his office door and open it.
“Good afternoon Mr. Hanks” I greeted as I close the door behind me.
He nodded and motioned me to sit down while he’s still standing near the window.
“Would you like to see the company's financial status, Sir”? I asked as I sat down on the chair and open my laptop.
“Oh no! No, no… That can wait until next week” he exclaimed as he shook his head. I was a little shock but then I say “oh! Why did you summon me then”?
He sighed and went back to his chair. His eyes are a little stress and he keeps on tapping the floor.
“We are friends, right”? he said, looking in my eyes.
I smiled. “Of course Jem, what it is that you want me to do, or to say”?
“Look, I was just concerned for you” oh! It’s about me. I sighed and look at the window. I know where it will go.
“I'm not here to lecture you but please hear me out.” He said, sounding concerned. I nodded.
“I know you have lots to carry on your shoulder but this is me asking to please take care of yourself.” he said while looking at me. “I didn’t even see you in the cafeteria or in the restaurant where you usually have your lunch.” He added.
I look at him. “ I am taking care of myself.” I said to him.
“Not talking to anyone, eating alone in your office and what else? You eat only once a day! Is that how you supposed to take care of yourself”? he said in a louder volume. Oh boy! He's mad.
I shrugged. I mean, I don’t even know what to reply.
“Now you’re not talking”? he said.
I face him. “What do you want me to say? “ I asked angrily.
He stood up and rakes his hair.
I collected my things and stood up. “Excuse me Mr. Hanks but I need to go back to my department. I think we don't have anything to discuss.” I said before I opened the door.
“Don't you dare walk out on me Love Venice!” he said angrily. He looks fury. What happened?
My blood boils, my head aches. I shut the door and put down my things at the nearest side table. “You want to know everything?!” I hissed. “Here's the truth, I jogged one morning and a friend of mine sent me a picture of my boyfriend and Megan kissing on a restaurant and went to a fckng motel, my little sister died because of some stupid drunk bast*rd driver and you know what I just found out? My friend has cancer!” I shouted, tears flowing on my cheeks. I turn on my heel and shut the door. I can’t take it any longer.
From the moment I shut the door, I realized that I crossed the line. I should have respected him and didn’t raise my voice because he’s still my boss.
I went to my office to get my purse and ran to my car and drove off.
It hurt so damn bad!
I punch my legs while I’m driving. I definitely know where my wheels will take me -- at the beach.
After I parked my car, I ran towards the sand to the water. Kneeling, I cry my heart out. I sob like a child who just left by her parents.
Why? Why would you do this to me? I've been good. Why?
“Why!!!” I shouted and cry as I cover my face with my two hands.
Waves splashing on my knees, wet sands covering my legs and still I don't care.
I stare at the sea and didn't stand up. It's already dark but still I don't have the energy to leave.
I heard footsteps behind me but I didn't bother myself to look at whoever it is.
“I was watching you for almost three hours and yet you didn't even move a bit. Your legs might wobble.” it's a man. His voice is so deep but yet so soft. I can smell his cologne and it is good, like bath soap but masculine. I still don't face him. He's at my back, I can feel it.
“None of your business buddy.” I replied, still staring at the sea.
“Problem or problems are just challenges to keep us strong because we'll learn something from it. It will add colors on our abstract life. These might be so heavy that we just want to die but these are also our meds to keep us sane.”
“You might be right but then, it hurts to lose someone that is actually the person who add colors in your life. It's like wanting to finish your abstract but you're out of color tubes.” I said closing my eyes.
“Then you might want to look on your surroundings and look on whatever resources you have.” the guy said.
I look back but then the man is now on the dark and all I can see is his suit pants. Okay.