💖Chapter 10💖

I choose you .And  I will choose you  over and over.Without pause, without a doubt,in a heartbeat.I will keep choosing you.

Mmmh..... someone is doing something to me that I just want to run my hands through his hair and let him continue torturing me with those lips that know how to do me right. It's just a dream right,so let me be a bad ass girl in my dream...but the strange thing is that it feels so real.

Have you ever had those dreams that you find yourself falling and falling and when you wake up the following morning you find yourself down on the floor, and you are like how did I get here?Or those dreams that you had when you were a kid, dreaming to be playing at some point and you excuse yourself to go pee at the toilet or bush ,but next morning you wake up to a fuming parent scolding you for peeing in bed.... just feels so real.

That's how I'm feeling right now.

But the thing is I'm dreaming of two people ,two possessive arrogant males in my life, their voices are still torturing me in my on sleep and dreams.

Open your eyes Rina, just try, open, open.

I chant in my mind trying to open my lids which are apparently very heavy right now but I successfully do but what I see infront of me makes me scream.

Levi,Xavier,in my house,my bed!Xavier was still on the crook of my neck torturing me with his lips but my scream makes him jolt and smirk.

"And my love wakes up!Hello tesoro"he says kissing my cheeks.

"My love!teroro! Don't teroro or whatever me-"I shout throwing my hands up.

"Love it's not teroro but tesoro.. tesoro love and you know what it means,it means my sweetheart."he says looking at me with eyes full of emotion.

"Yeah yeah whatever...now tell me what are you doing in the freaking middle of the night,in my home!"

"You call this home."Xavier says looking at my room with a scrunched up face, while I narrow my eyes at him and guess what he just rolled his eyes at me, I thought only we girls do that.

"Anyways Levi wanted to be with you and I will also admit that I wanted to be with my better half with me,you know how I feel hollow without you."

"Mwommy,I mished you...why did you leave me but no problem , I am now here and we will all sleep with you."Levi chirps his hand around my neck while he laid his head on my chest, forcing me to carry him on my laps.Wait....what does he mean by all of us sleeping in the same bed!

"Yes angel,wow how you sleep is beyond my explanation."Xavier breaks the silence which makes me turn red, I know I don't sleep well,Alex used to complain when we had one of those sleepovers that I occupied the whole part of the bed but heck this is now my bed,my rules.

"Xavier,this is my bed ,so I can do whatever I want,sleep however I want and with whoever-"

"What do you mean by whoever!Angel who else has been in this bed,who have you slept with huh!"Xavier growls making me flinch and stare at him wide eyes,why did I have to say that, stupid stupid mouth....owww it won't hurt to tease him alittle..

"Answer me!"

"Ok..shh..keep it down,Levi is sleeping."I say rubbing the back of my son who had quickly fallen asleep on my lap.

I stare at the man infront of me, pacing around my room making me feel dizzy,his neck protruding the veins which I have noticed that they show when he gets angry,and boy does he have anger issues.He grabs a lock of his lustrous hair in frustration that I am afraid that they will fall out of his head.

"Tell me Rina,who is he?"he stares at me with his red shot eyes that scares me.

I place Levi on my bed and standing up going through with my plan.

"A man,who else?I say shrugging my shoulders.

"So you bring men here!did he take your virginity?" What the...how do you answer to that?yes ... no?

"It's none of your business,my affairs has nothing to do with you!"I snap back.

"So you have..but listen to me angel,you are mine you get that?That bastard whoever he is might be your first but  I am going to be your last, I will erase every memory you have of that sick man.. whether you like it or not princess you are mine."Xavier says shaking my shoulders.

Before I could contemplate what was happening,he carried me bridal style and placed me on my bed slowly.He goes to the other side of the bed and grabs me by my waist pulling me towards his chest,his breath fanning on my neck.

"I love how I make you moan..it makes me want to do alot of  things to you,voglio farti gamere (I want to make you scream)."  He closes his eyes and rubs his nose and against my cheeks before biting it.

I moaned.I freaking moaned! Holy mother of God please earth just swallow me now.. please.

"Angel,why didn't you lock your door.I fucking found it open!"Xavier says sternly,how his emotions and moods change from being happy, arrogant,sexy and romantic to being stern in a minute still amazed me ...Is he bipolar?

"Oh, I probably forgot to lock it."

"Porca miseria(misery pig)"he started prouting out in that sexy language of his,is it Italian?

"How can you forget to lock it,this place is fucking dangerous and I won't tolerate a minute of you staying here alone.I want you out by tomorrow and I mean it!"

"But-"

"No buts Rina,you don't defy me okay..when I say you move you do."

"You don't tell me what to do,I won't just be like a dog and follow what you say!"I snap back at him , pulling out from his grip but he pulls me closer closing all the chances of getting out.

" E Cosi!(is that so) Try again sweetheart....but even if I have to come and drag you from here,babe I will,if I have to take you by my shoulder,love I would do it with pleasure.So is either you do it by your own will or baby you will just have to wait and watch..

"Urgh!"I scream in frustration ,low to avoid waking Levi up but this sweet bastard just chuckles and kisses my forehead,pulling me even closer.

His breathe was now fanning through my body sending tingling pleasures all over my body.

"Sleep sweetheart tomorrow is one heck of along day,the start of a new life."

I snuzzle through his chest and how calming and secure it felt, I have never been this intimate with a man before but strangely it just feels calm and so protective.