Chapter 11
Love is an untamed force.When we try to control it,it destroys us.When we try to imprison it,it enslaves us.When we try to understand it,we are left lost and confused.
I have never slept this peaceful for a very long time,waking up to the most beautiful face I have ever laid my eyes on, my angel, I would protect her and my son with my life if it was needed,she snuggled into my chest while my hand rested round my son and her.
Before,I had everything,world class billionaire,all news media aired me every morning and could end the day with a spotlight of me,but I missed one thing , love, love from a woman, something I craved for.
My life crumbled down when I realized that everything about Lucy was a charade,she was a darn lie, I felt worthless,she destroyed me at that time because I gave her everything I had,all of me, I loved her.....but she loved money more.
I can't believe she used me all along,what the hell did I see in her?
I have my queen with me now,I know she is not like the others but soon she will love me,I will teach her to love me.
I chuckled and kissed her forehead, brushing my hand through her silky wavy hair,she stires and openes her eyes in which I was obsessed with.
I cherished her cheeks with my thumb,my eyes wandering from her eyes to her lips,those pink pump limps that I ached to devour, I wanted to taste every inch of her.
Just the bite of her lips turns me on so much,why does she have to do that?Why can't she see how nervous she is making me be,how can that one silly yet sexy act just make me go so hard down there?How I just wanted to straddle her or slam her against the wall and kiss her senseless,take her off her feet.
"Merda!(shit) just don't!"I ordered closing my eyes and taking a deep breath ,get a grip,get a grip.
"Don't what?"she asked confused,how innocent, but soon angel, I will erase that innocence away from you and make you wild,my wild cat.
"I am the only one who has the right to torture those lips of yours, not even you Mia Cara, make that mistake again and angel I won't be responsible for my actions."
"Umm.. I'm going to make breakfast."she said fidgeting with her fingers while I'm attempt to stand up.
Before she could , I grabbed her wrist and pulled her back to my embrace getting a gasp from her.
"Hey what's that for?"
"I wouldn't want my angel to tire herself this early,I will cook,you just pack your stuff."I walked out of the bed and headed for the door but before I could turn the door knob...
"What?Were you serious?No way I'm I living my humble home,I have so many memories here."she says throwing her hands in the air, frustrated.
It's for your own good love.
"Don't you dare defy me love,no buts or ifs and about the memories you made here, don't worry we will make new ones together in our mansion and don't make me take you there by force.Because I will gladly do."
I took off to the kitchen chuckling,how small acts of her manage to plant a smile on my face.I have never smiled before,heck my employees would be surprised to see me smile this way..I'm whipped!
Woah woah woah...how dare he,who does he think he is to come in my house and go all fucking Italiano with me and order me around!
Urgh, frustration is an understatement,I am mad,I am angry,I am....what is the synonym of frustration again? Yeah,I am all that.
I'm not 5 for crying out loud,how did I wake up one day to find a hot bill-
Wait did I say hot?
Yes you did you idiot just admit it,be a good girl and admit he really turns you on.
Just shut up stupid inner voice, where was I?Yes I have to admit he is hot and all.
There you go my girl
Just shut up.
But yeah why does he have to go all macho and possessive with me,heck even Alex is afraid to come near me because of him.. yeah you heard me he threatened my brother!
"Urgh......"I screamed stuffing my face with the pillow.
"Mwommy are you ok.. what is wrong?Did daddy hurt you."Levy said searching my body for any sign of bruises,my little man,this is one thing I'm grateful for.
"Yes my little man I'm ok,now let's get you all cleaned up and ready for breakfast."I said carrying him and swinging him up gaining a giggle and a kiss on my forehead.
After making sure Levi and I were cleaned up,we made our way to the kitchen where we had food served by Xavier...it was delicious ,
"I didn't know you cook this well? Thanks."I broke the silence after taking the plates at the sink washing , Xavier had insisted on helping me out while Levi was watching SpongeBob in the living room.
"There's so many more things I can do for you love and please don't thank me ,anything for you my angel."He said stoping what he was doing,his big hand capturing my tiny ones.The kitchen suddenly became very hot and smaller than usual,he suddenly grabbed me by the waist,his right hand grabbing a fistful lock of hair while his left hand firmly on my waist,oh fudge,I have to get out of here or else...
Before I could contemplate what was happening,he crashed his lips with mine making my eyes go wide as saucers finding myself rooted and frozen at the spot,I tried to move but heck no I found myself numb and still at the spot.
Holy mother of God what I'm I doing? Snapping out of my thoughts I struggled to get out of his hold,my hand on his chest trying to push him aside,he grabbed my wrists and pulled them behind me preventing me from moving.
He pushed me to the counter and tried to kiss me again but I had my mouth closed,
"Open your mouth angel!"he ordered in a husky voice in which I shaked my head in refusal, I didn't expect him to smack by butts and bite my lips, I gasped and he took the opportunity to devour my mouth,he explored every inch of my lips,he could not breath steadily but he didn't stop kissing me,he kissed me as if I was his oxygen,his lifeline....I will be liar to say I didn't enjoy it.He gripped my thighs and picked me up not breaking the kiss,gently placing me on the counter,he stiffled a deep groan when his hips thrust with mine, I could feel his hardness, making me of how much he wanted me.
I could feel the heat in between my legs, I would bet my pants are soaking wet right now.
"That was amazing."Xavier said resting his head against mine as we catched our breaths .Can you tell me what a person does after being kissed senseless, because what I did , I did what a normal person would do........