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Am I dreaming

He was standing right in front of me... Has he totally lost it...

Doesn't he knows that he is standing on a land mine, if William got to know he is here, he will surely kill him but before that he'll make me pay the price.

" What the hell are you doing here, Eddie..? "I asked, shocked and perplexed.

" What am I doing here, what the hell are you doing liz.. ? "He asked with a bit of anger..

Woohh. He is angry at Me but for what and with which right..

But the way he says " Liz" Does something to me that I can't explain in words.

" What am I doing? " I asked totally bemused by his accusations.

" You ran away that day, and didn't bothered to come back.. While I went there every single day hoping that you will show up... But it was all waste.. Are you trying to avoid me liz? " He asked

Well, honestly yes, I'm trying to avoid him cause he isn't a good news for me, if I'll visit him on daily basis than I might loose my direction, he is evoking a feeling in me that is all new and dangerous to me, I can't let him distract me from my whole sole moto.

He may be a good Person but his involvement in my life would only cause me as well as him troubles a lot of trouble..

" Look Eddie, I don't know what you are talking about but you need to leave.. You don't know what you are getting your self into.. So please stop.. And leave not for my sake but for yours.. " I said trying to convince him.

But looking at him, I can say he was not convinced not even a bit..

" Really, you don't know what am I talking about.. Than let me remind you what I'm talking about..? "

Saying so he walked up to me and grabbed my hands and pulled me towards him..

I crashed on to his chest..

Holy hell, being this close to him, reminded me of all the times I spent with him, the horse ride, the river side, and that kiss..

No no... It's too dangerous... I can't let my desires for him rule my mind.

" Eddie what the hell are you doing.. What if anyone caught us like this. Don't you know that it can lead us into a great trouble.. "I said.. Excited by his closeness but terrified by the thought that what would happen if someone caught us like this.

" Ohh, that's the problem. " Eddie said.. And took my hands and dragged me behind the bushes in the garden..

" Happy now no one can see us.. " He said... Proudly after dragging me behind the bushes

He totally has gone all insane..

Doesn't he gets by now, no matter if his father works for William , nothing would stop him from killing this insane man if he finds out about what we did..

I have seen William during the past month, he isn't an ideal boss. He can easily destroy his father if he found what his son is doing with me, with his forcefully claimed wife.

" Eddie , stop it... Are you out of your head... And what gave you an idea that this place is safe. Look nothing can save you, or hell me even from William's wrath if he finds out about any of the things that we did.. So it's sensible for you now to leave.. " I said Sternly.

"Like I care ,what the hell he can do.. I'm not afraid of him" He said nonchalantly..

It's confirmed now, this man has lost his mental stability.. Wasn't he the one to tell me that he knows how William is when he saw me crying.. And now he only is saying that he doesn't care even after being well aware of what William can do..

He isn't scared..

" Eddie, look I don't care if you fear him or not but I do.. And at first place why are you even here.... Look I didn't met you cause I didn't wanted too. " I said.. Almost lied.. I wanted to meet him , more than anything but I can not distract myself when I'm planning the end of this monster. Named William Henry.

Eddie was looking at me like I have grown Horns

I took a brief pause then continued

" Look Eddie it was nice having you with me all those times.. I liked your company.. Trust me. I did..you gave me a lot of wonderful memories to cherish till eternity.. But It was necessary to put an end to this after..... " I trailed off.. But he completed..

" After I kissed you right.. That's what made you change your mind right.. You decided to not to meet me anymore.. " He said all angrily..

" Eddie look you don't have any right to get angry at me after all I just know you from past two weeks that's it.. And we are just casual friend.. So why this anger.. Why this restlessness.. Ha... It's not like we were friends from childhood and suddenly I started distancing myself from you..... I'm sure it's nothing sort of that.. You can start living your life the way you used to ,forget that we ever met..and we just met at night only for an hour or two.. I don't think that can make you so habitual of me.... And well that kiss.. It has nothing to do with my behaviour and I don't want to talk about it... " I said explaining him all.. Expecting that finally he will understand and would leave me.

Though it was hurtful just to think that I'll never be able to be friends with him.. But this has to be done, Eddie is a good man, and I can't involve him in my mess. So what ever is going on in his head.. He needs to put an end to it..

And after my long speech I guess finally he will understand..

" Ohh, so that's what you think.. " He said sarcastically..

Then took a pause and resumed..

" But my thinking differs from you liz... I am well aware of the fact that I just know you from past few weeks but it seems like I have known you for a life time.. Liz.. And now I can't get you out of my head.. I don't know what you feel but as far as I have noticed your reactions I know that you want to.. Be with me the same way I want to. Be with you

... "He said..

Damn it... What the hell is he saying.

Before I could react...

" I want you Liz.... " Cupping my face standing so close to me, looking me in the eye he said..

No.. Way..... This can't be true... How.. In such a short time one could develop such an intense feelings for someone.

But whom am I lying.. What he said is the truth.. A very brutal Discomforting truth.. I too want him..

But this can not happen..

Releasing my self from his grip..

I said.. Worriedly and bemused by his actions..

" Eddie this is wrong... So wrong.. We can not do this.. "

" Why... We can't do this.. Because you are married... Don't you think I already know that.. I do know that you are married.. And hell I know what kind of man your husband is.. That even can't stop me from. Wanting you Liz. I know you feel it too so stop denying..it I know you want me and I want you more than anything that I have ever wanted till now in my life. . "He said..

Making me go all puzzled..

What is happening with me.. I was here to revenge on him..William forcefully married me, I want to punish him for every thing he did to me and my family..

But instead of doing that... I'm standing right here.. In front of this man. All confused about what I feel for him.. And here this man is brazenly, admitting that he wants me even after knowing that I'm married..

Who is he... What actually made him want me.. Like.. This.....

Is this what they refer as mad love.. Or desire.. ?

I was bewildered by his open confession. I could not think any straight.. My heart was screaming to hold his hands and run away but my mind was contradicting..,well aware of what William can do.. If he finds out.. Than he won just hurt me or Eddie.. He would kill my father and brother.

And I can't put my family at stake for someone about whom I know so little and whom I know just from past two weeks.. I need to be rational.. I can't let my body desire overrule my objectives..

I made my mind to refuse him and tell him to leave me and never ever meet me in future..

But than suddenly..

" What are you doing here...? " I heard him

Holy hell....!....Eddie and William face to face.. Like this..

Damn it... What will happen next...

Ohh God... Is this the end... My father , my brother... Everyone's life including Eddie's too was now at risk just because of my stupid desire..to have a friend...Holy Lord.. What I got myself into..

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