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Chapter 6

[OWEN POV]

I could not help how nervous I felt on the drive over to the café this morning. I had to tell Amelia that I would become Alpha soon, but I am scared. She has barely opened up to me and this is very big news for anyone to accept let alone a shy girl. I find her shyness sweet and endearing but she seems unsure of herself and I am worried finding out she would be our pack’s future Luna might be too much for her. Even though we have just met the emotions I feel for her are so strong already and I am scared of losing her. I know she is stronger than she seems, but she seems unsure. I want her to open up and accept herself and realize all the amazing things she could become.

Samuel says that Anaya, Amelia’s wolf, is strong and confident and spirited. I am glad to hear that spirit lies within her, and I only wish I get the chance to help her break free and be her true self. I felt myself missing her even after just one day of knowing her. My house feels lonely as I think of her and realizing she is not with me. I wish I could pick her up and take her home with me, but I think she may not be ready. I don’t want to rush her into living with me, but Samuel had started whimpering after we had left yesterday and has not stopped since. His sadness only adds to my longing to hold our mate and keep her close.

This mate bond had already affected me so much, and I wonder if Amelia feels the same. Am I the only one who feels the powerful pull to be near her? I am the only one falling head over heels in love with my mate from first sight?

Seeing her standing by the table where we had met the day before makes me smile happily. She seems lost in thought and I wonder if maybe she is thinking of me. I am sure she knows I am here, and I reach out because I want to touch her and feel the tingling that comes when we touch. I barely brush her arm before I pull back, I don’t want to be too forward, but it is hard to be near her and not touch her. All I want to do is take her in my arms and hold her close to me.

She is blushing as soon as I compliment her, and I can’t help but adore her. I can see only her and as soon as she starts to apologize I want to kiss her. She keeps apologizing and I want to stop her and show her that I love her no matter how shy she is. I love her already and I so badly want to tell her, but I fight it. Kneeling in front of her and holding her hands makes me so happy to just to be close to her. She makes me feel so calm and happy, I have never felt anything like this before. I don’t want this moment to pass but I have to tell her. I have to tell her I will be Alpha and risk losing her before she has even really become mine.

When I tell her the truth I feel only fear, fear she will run away, fear she will reject me. Waiting for her reaction seemed like hours and when she speaks I melt at the sound of her voice. How does she have such power over me? She seems to be in deep thought for a few moments I assume she is speaking to her wolf and I only hope her wolf can convince her to give me a chance. She says I will be a great Alpha but does she not realize I could only be my best self if she is with me?

“I think you will be a great Alpha.” She says smiling at me.

“You think so?” I ask. “And you aren’t going to reject me because of who I am?”

“You are my mate, given to me by the moon goddess, you are a gift and I would be crazy to reject you.” She says with confidence.

Samuel is howling happily at the words she just said! She does not want to reject me!

“But I am just worried because I am not sure if I would be a very good Luna. I mean I have never even shifted before, and in human form I am kind of small and weak. I don’t know if I would be enough for the pack.” She admits softly.

How could she think she wouldn’t be a good Luna?

“I know this is sudden and you probably never expected to become Luna of a pack, but I can see that you are exactly the kind of Luna our pack needs. You are kind and humble, and with the pack behind you, you will grow stronger over time. I know this is a lot to take in so I don’t expect you to jump into the role of Luna right away. I am sure you need some time, but if you are ok with it I would like to introduce you as my mate to the pack on Friday. I am sure it will make them happy knowing their Alpha will bring them a Luna soon!” I say trying to keep her calm.

She smiles at my words and we fall into a comfortable silence for a few moments stealing glances at each other.

“Ok.” She says finally.

“Ok?” I ask.

“I would love to meet your pack and be introduced as there future Luna.” She says with a shaky voice.

Samuel howls with joy but I am frozen from shock. She really wants to meet everyone already? I did not expect her to agree. I mean I knew she would meet a few members during her visit, but I thought she would feel like it was too soon to be introduced as Luna already. I am beyond happy, but I am still worried. Usually when we meet our mate, things progress rather quickly. As Alpha I am sure many members will hope that the bond between me and my Luna would be complete quickly, but I don’t know if Amelia is ready for everything that needs to be done to complete the bond. She seems to not know a lot about the process, maybe that is why she has agreed so quickly.

I am so happy, but I think I should explain things to her before I take her answer as a for sure thing.

“Amelia, do you know everything involved with having found your mate?” I ask her nervously.

She looks at me a little confused, which pretty much answers my question.

“Honestly, I don’t know much about what it means to be a wolf even. My mother was human and when our father left us, she married a human. They did not really want us to know much about what we are. I think she hoped that if we ignored it, then it would go away. I only know the few things Liam has shared with me, but I know that is not nearly enough to be a good Luna.” She says dropping her head.

Oh no! She thinks I am doubting her ability to be Luna!

‘Way to go! You hurt her feelings!’ Samuel growls at me.

“No, Amelia that is not what I mean at all. I am sure you will be a wonderful Luna! I could not be happier that the moon goddess has chosen you to lead along side me. I ask because there are some steps that need to be taken before you can officially become Luna. I don’t want to overwhelm you, but I think it would be good for you to understand everything before agreeing to letting me introduce you. Maybe Olivia can explain things a little better.” I suggest.

I watch her tuck a small strand of her hair behind her ear and it seems like she is thinking about what I suggested, but I can’t seem to focus when she keeps biting the side of her lip. How is she always so adorable?

“Would be it be ok if…” She starts before falling silent and fiddling with her fingers.

“What?” I ask her softly.

“…Could you help explain things to me?” She asks shyly.

I can not hold back the grin that forms on my face, she is seriously cute.

“Of course, I would love to! I only mentioned Olivia because I wasn’t sure if you were comfortable with me enough yet.” I say still smiling.

She smiles softly in return.

“I know you only have a short break right now, and there is a lot for us to talk about. Can we meet again later maybe?” I ask her hopeful.

She thinks for a moment before answering me.

“Ok, I should finish work today by 6. Should we meet at 7 then?” She asks.

“Sure, I can take you to dinner!” I say happily.

“Ok, but nothing too fancy. I don’t think I have anything I could wear to a fancy place.” She says shyly.

“I think you look perfect in anything, but sure we can enjoy a comfortable dinner instead.” I say and trying to think of a good place to go. “There is a little pizza place that a lot of us go to. The owner is a member of the pack, and I think we will feel more comfortable there.”

I notice her smirk. “What is it?” I ask laughing a little.

Have I mentioned how cute she is?

“I think I know the place.” She says laughing a little.

“Really?” I ask.

“Yeah, Liam took me there for dinner on my first night here. I loved it!” She replied.

“Well than its perfect!” I say happy with our choice of restaurants.

“I should probably get back to work, the afternoon rush will start soon, and I am sure Harper needs my help getting things ready.” She says a little saddened.

“Ok, no problem! We will have plenty of time to talk more later. I am really looking forward to it!” I tell her reaching across the table and lay my open hand on the table.

She looked down at it and hesitated for a moment. When she looked up at me with her adorable confused look I wanted to reach over and pinch her cheeks and coo at her, but I resisted and instead waited. I saw a small smile grow in the corner of her mouth as she softly laid her hand in mine. I instantly wrapped my hand around her small one and squeezed it softly making her giggle a little and blush. I feel like I could not stop smiling and as soon as her hand was in mine I did not want to let it go. This time when we touched not only did I feel the tingling, but a warm rush went over me, and I was not sure why or even how to describe the feeling. Amelia must have felt it too because she instinctively tried to pull her hand away and let out a slight gasp from the surprise of this new feeling.

‘She is beginning to accept us’ Samuel says calmly.

She must have been skeptical about me being her mate, but now she is opening up to it. We sat holding our hand together for a few moments before Amelia grew too shy and started to pull away.

“I really should go now, I’m sorry.” She says sweetly.

“Sorry!” I say finally letting her hand go.

“I will see you later.” She says standing.

“Yes! I will be here at 7.” I remind her.

She nods her head slightly and give me a small smile before turning and walking away. Yes, I watched her walk away, because everything about her is amazing even the way she walks.

‘If you keep watching her like that people will think you are a creep. Try to be a little more subtle will you or I will take over.’ Samuel threatens.

I roll my eye at him and try to rip my gaze away form my beautiful mate to finally open the many messages I have received from both my mother and my sister. I usually don’t put my phone on silent because they always expect me to answer their messages instantly and if I don’t they panic or get really angry. Word must have got to them that I was with Amelia because most of their messages are asking me questions about her, and even one message from my sister she asks for a picture. I huffed at that message because she really can be troublesome sometimes, but also I would love a picture of my Amelia as well. But how to go about getting it is the real question.

I sat waiting for Amelia to go behind the counter and take someone’s order before lifting my phone slightly, so it wasn’t too obvious and took a quick picture. She looked beautiful of course.

‘Yeah you definitely don’t seem like a stocker at all.’ Samuel said to me sarcastically.

But damn he was right! I looked like a total creep just now, even if she is my mate. I quickly lower my phone and send the picture to my sister and my mother in a group chat message.

(Message)

Owen: I hope you guys are happy! I looked like a total creep just now taking this.

Leah: Oh my goddess why did you take a picture like that? Why not just ask her you weirdo.

Owen: She had to start work and I didn’t wan to bother her, shut up!

Leah: Whatever….she is so pretty! I can’t wait to meet her!

Owen: She is coming Friday for sure! She even said she is rrady to be introduced as the next luna

Mom: Honey that is so great! She is very beautiful.

Owen: She is isn’t she?!

Leah: Aw, little Owen is already whipped! Lol

Owen: I’m leaving now…

Leah: Oh come on, stop being so sensitive!

Mom: Son I know you want to spend time with my lovely future daughter-in-law, but I need some help with the ceremony today. So when can you be back?

Owen: I will leave now since Amelia is working. I’ll see her later anyway.

Leah: WHAT?! You have a real date?

Owen: I mean I am just taking her for pizza, not as fancy as I wanted our first day to be.

Mom: Not all girls enjoy fancy dates and fancy clothes, your little Luna may be one of those girls who prefers simple things. Which is really great because that means she is very humble. A very good quality!

(End of message)

I quickly told my mom I would leave soon and help her, but before I left I had to take one more long look at Amelia. Goddess, I really do seem like a creep sometimes, but I just wish I could watch her all day. Ok seriously I need to go!

‘Yeah before someone calls the police.’ This wolf is about to get an ear full…

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