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CHAPTER-9

“IJIN LEE POV”

"My Peacock are you doing anything today?" I looked at Kayden.

"No why?" I asked him, he smiled at me then he hold my hands before he kiss it. I was shocked at what he did so I immediately took it.

“What the hell? Why did you kiss my hands? "I asked him but he just pouted before answering.

“Of course I like you that's why I'm expressing it you know? "Kayden said with a smile, I averted my eyes from him and didn't speak.

“I know You think it's all fast Ijin, but just give me a chance to prove you that I really like you. I want to be with you always, just give me a chance I'm begging, I know that you don't want to use someone to move on but please use me for you to move on. I'm willing no matter what happens I won't blame you when I'm hurt. It's my decision Ijin. “Kayden said seriously before he reached my hands again. Kayden and I looked at each other, you could see in his eyes that he was really desperate. Is that how much he likes me? to the point he will do everything just so I can allow him and like him?

“No, I won't use you Kayden. I won't use you to move on so please stop begging. "I said and cut off our gaze. I don’t want to use Kayden, don’t want to hurt someone especially if Kayden is that person.

“But I’m willing Ijin , just use me I won't let you hurt Ijin again. "Kayden said but I shook my head and looked at him seriously.

“Kayden stop it, I won't allow ok? don't force me "I said and stood up before I walked into the bedroom.

I lay down on the bed and I just sighed, I feel like I'm in a box with no exit. What will I do? I don’t want to hurt Kayden especially I don’t want to give him false hope. And I said I don't want to enter into relationships but why is this? my mind said I would reject Kayden but my heart said just go for it. It’s not a bad try , but maybe in the try I’m saying I’ll hurt Kayden. It’s not easy to forget Mike. We've been together for a year so it's hard to forget him.

“Arghh this is so insane! I can’t think properly!” I said and mess my hair, I looked at the door when suddenly there was a knock there. I stood up and walked before I opened it.

“Why are you still knocking? This is your room "I said to Kayden when I saw him outside the room. He pouted and sighed.

“Of course, I respect your privacy Peacock " Kayden said I rolled my eyes at him, tsk really my privacy? Privacy his ass.

“What do you need? ”I asked him while raising my eyebrow.

“Well you know? we had a little argument earlier so, I'll make it up to you. Let’s go on a date.” Kayden said I was surprised by what he said and thought, a date? sounds fun.

“Ok what time?” I asked him Kayden's face lit up at my answer.

“Right now !” Kayden said excitedly before he entered the bedroom and went straight to his walk in closet.

He was looking for a clothes and I just looked at him. I just shook my head when I saw how excited he was. This man is really a lunatic.

When Kayden finished looking for clothes he looked at me then he winked and he took off his t-shirt my eyes widened at what he did.

“Wanna join me My Peacock?” Kayden asked me seductively and my face almost blushed so I took the pillow and threw it at him, but Kayden just laughed at me before entering the bathroom.

“What a crazy man my head hurts because of him. "I said and sighed before I walked to my luggage I get clothes before I go down to the living room. I went straight to the bathroom and took a shower, about a few minutes later I wiped my body and put on the chosen clothes.

I went out of the bathroom and immediately saw Kayden furious while fiddling with his cell phone.

“Did you fund him? What the fuck! Search him! all of you are dead when you don't find Ijin !! "Kayden said angrily, I was surprised by what he said and frowned.

What the hell? why is he looking for me? I'm just here inside his house? Don't tell me he thinks I'm leaving? this dumbass. I just looked at Kayden while his problematic, I can't help but to smile how come he's so angry? without just seeing me for a few minutes? how cute. I walked over to Kayden and called him, shocked that he looked at me smiled at him. I pretended to have no knowledge or idea of what he was doing.

“Why do you look angry? Is there a problem? "I asked him as if like I'm concerned at him, Kayden sighed and the anger and concern on his face disappeared when he saw me.

“Thank god you're here.” Kayden said then I was surprised when he suddenly hugged me !. Suddenly my heart was pounding and I didn’t know why my stomach was tickling! what the hell is happening to me !?

“What do you mean you’re here? did something happen? "I asked him while he was still hugging me. I felt Kayden's hug tighten.

“I thought you left ”Kayden said I was surprised by what he said.

“Why? Are you scared?” I asked him, I felt Kayden nod. I didn't speak and I just bit my lower lip. It's only now that I feel like this, that there are other people who are afraid of losing me except Ice, It feels so unreal.

“Please don’t go away , don’t leave me Ijin. I'm so scared of losing you. "Kayden said and he rubbed his face against my neck, my eyes widened as I felt my neck wet. What the hell? is he crying??

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