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EPISODE 11 WAITING

CHARI'S POV

IT'S PAST midnight and he is not yet home.

They often do it after a dance battle or even just a job in another country, but why do I seem to be waiting now? I'm used to it, but it looks like I'm so eager to see him. But not only do I want to see him, but I also want to touch and kiss him.

He was in Japan for almost a month. During that period, we would talk three times or as long as we could. Even though he keeps it secret, he still manages to talk sweetly to me, especially before bed. It feels good to hear his beautiful deep voice talking in a low, secretive way, of course! He can't be heard talking dirty to me!

But everyone was used to that. Clint and I would talk like that. He always has the 'love you Ma' in the end. He never forgets that. Now I know why! That "I love you" was different. It means he loves me on another level! I can’t deny that I love Clint too. I love Clint so much and I'm really glad that he feels the same way about me. The day something happened to us, I didn't hesitate to give myself to him because I loved him and I knew I wouldn't regret it all. I know it’s wrong, we know it’s wrong, but how do you suppress emotion? There is nothing wrong with loving each other more than we feel like brothers and sisters and mothers.

I'm five years older than he is. Maybe it's awkward for others, but that's how it is when you're in love. You don't care what the two of you look like when you're together. The most important thing of all is that you two are happy, and besides, Clint and I are used to it because we've been together for a long time. The only problem is how to bring up our relationships with our friends and acquaintances. I'm sure many will be surprised when they happen to see us kissing or being too sweet in public. But we need to be careful. Maybe I'm the one who will adjust more. I'll tell him that no one should know that something is happening to us and that we are having an affair already.

Maybe it's better that we just hide it from everyone first, because I also don't want my friends to know. I don't want them to know that the boy I used to call my son pops my cherry—the first man in my life. We can just hide everything and go with the flow first.

One more thing...

I think of Jet too. Jet is coming back to me! He wants me back, but he's already married, so I can't, but to be honest — I also like him.

I'm so confused...

I am happy when I am with Jet. I admit that I still admire him now because, apart from being a handsome man, he is also smart, business-minded, and not careless like others. He's rich and owns many commercial buildings too.

But what about Clint?

Clint was also the reason we broke up before. I hid from Clint the relationship I had with Jet because I didn't want him to know. He doesn't like Jet because he thinks he is a player. He even told me once that he saw Jet dating a much younger girl than me.

I don't even know if Clint still knows him today or if he's just pretending that he can't remember.

But of course! I need to avoid them seeing each other these days. I don't want any trouble because I can see how Clint's eyebrows meet when Jet's name is mentioned. He didn't even talk to me for the whole day. Maybe that's how he acts when jealous.

As far as I know, I love Clint, and I'm happy with our situation. I'm okay with this. We can be like this till we decide to show off our leveled-up relationship to others.

But… Where is he now? Where is Clint that I admire? He's there! With his friends and Trina. Maggie told me that Nick picked up Trina earlier because Clint was already at Daddy Gee's house. I just turned off my cell phone after we talked while they were still at rest, so that he wouldn't be disturbed and couldn't call me.

I’m sure he's wondering why my phone is dead. I just don't want to bother about his "boys' night out" moment. Maybe he's enjoying himself now, with Trina, who seems to like him so much.

I will never forget when she kissed him on the lips. I kept wondering if they were already into each other. But why did I still let him see that girl if I already knew? Well, that's the downside of secrecy. You can't just pop out angry!

Honestly, I was turned on by Clint that day. We went home after having lunch at the coffee shop, and then when we got home, we just rested for a while, took a shower, and that's it! Fuck like couples!

I can't forget how beautiful his body was then. His muscles weren't that big, but it was nice to touch, so sexy. His enticing look while biting his lower lip was damn! That's fuckin' hot!

Oh my God! I feel like I am getting wet. I can feel my cunt drooling just thinking about Clint — ugh! When I think about how he caressed me in bed, the feeling of wanting more of him drives me damn crazy.

It's true what Maggie and my other friends said. Once you taste it, and your man is even better in bed, you'll want it every time you see him. You'll open up your legs in no time and go fuck!

Yes, it's true... The way he danced on top of me, how he would grind his hips while his hard cock was inside me. The way he bit his lips while looking at me was so horny, then thrust deeper. And fuck, the way his tongue plays with my hole! That was something. He's one heck of a fucker!

It hurts! Yes! It's my first time! I'm proud to be a virgin despite my age. That's one of the reasons too why Jet and I broke up. He wanted to do it with me but was not ready by that time.

Clint and I did it three times before he left that night. Though my hole swells, I also don't want to stop doing it with him. It hurts so badly, but as we do it, a very undeniable sensation comes in. Feels like you don't wanna stop.

I kept wondering, is this how those young guys in their twenties fuck? The energy keeps on rising while doing it? Do they seem tireless? Maybe if he isn't going anywhere, we'll do it until the next day.

I can tell that Clint is really good in bed. I can't help but think: how? He's single and still in his mid-twenties. How he managed to be an animal in bed at that age! He's an explorer, and his performance? Hell, so damn good! But how? All I know is that he's not into girls. It's my first time in bed, so I can say that, but I think not everyone can do that. I think not all his age can fuck like that.

I suddenly thought—how about me? How many of us has he taken before me? And also, did he do it with Trina too? Did he fuck Trina that good too?

I kept thinking that with how much he knew in bed, I was sure he was the same as his naughty friends, just not letting me know. He appears innocent, but he's a fuckin' demon underneath. Damn! Why didn't I see that coming?

Then I also thought...

What if he did it with Trina? That's why she acts like he's her boyfriend. So clingy and sweet.

And what if he's doing it right now?

I shouldn't be thinking about anything. Clint is young, there are many temptations around, and I know what kind of atmosphere he has at that age. I know how silly they are, because sometimes I am one of those who tease them whenever they're doing something goofy!

So...

I have to dance to their music and I have to be ready for anything else because I can't act or get angry, especially in front of others.

I'm going to sleep for now. I'm sure he will come home tomorrow. I hope he's not flirting.

I hope they are not flirting...

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