Hunting guilt
Ares POV
I can see the hate in her eyes, the gravity of what I have done is unrepairable, my heartbeat slowly increased and many thoughts overwhelmed me. Guilt swept through me, tears welled up in my eyes and the pain of agony overpowered me.
" What have you done son, I told you not to go to the fields, I told you not to go as far as going to the mountains, but you won't just listen to me, now it has cost the lives of our members and this person you are seeing, this bloodshed, this bloodbath, would be on your hands, you will leave with the guilt and you will continue to leave in pain and misery son. All this is going to happen to you because you disobeyed me, I'm so disappointed in you " the voice of my mother sounded like a thunderous lightning
I woke up while panting for breath, I looked at my features and I came to realize that I'm still in my wolf form, I can't believe that this was happening to me and the things that came to me today, is something I might come to regret in my life, I hate the way things have turned out to be.
I looked around and I realized that I'm still in the cave that I have already came accustomed to. My heart ached so badly when I remembered that horrific experience.
My mother was right, I don't think I can ever find happiness, the guilt Continues to hunt me for the rest of my life.
I solely remember when my mother told me not to go out in the fields, she told me that I'll only lead the enemy to our lair, but I was too stubborn to listen.
And to make matters even worse, the dreams are getting more and more frequent, I just couldn't control my fears and pains, even though I wanted to.
Out of frustration I landed my fist on the wall, and I felt slightly frustrated, my heart was beating so fast and my body trembled in anger.
But then a scent, that was both intoxicating and addictive, caught my attention, its scent was a mixture of both vanilla and jasmine, so I pretended to feast on my meal, so the owner of the scent won't be able to understand that I have already detected his or her scent.
Her scent was more and more prominent as she neared closer, making my furs spring up.
I can't help but wonder why the owner of the scent was affecting me in a way I just can't explain, my heartbeat increased, I waited for what she was going to do, but then she surprised me, even more when she neared closer, I never knew that someone was brave enough to enter into the enemy's lair and to talk more of peeking through the lurking creatures that there creeping in.
I continued Inhaling her scent, which made me close my eyes as I ravished the deer, it feels like I was ravishing the owner of the scent.
I continued to pretend like I didn't notice her presence and that was when she surprised me, even more, when she brought something from her bag and I noticed tiny lights from the thing she was holding. I don't know what she was doing with that thing she brought out of her bag, or could it be something that was recently invented while I was in the cave?
I waited for what would happen, then I heard a loud sound coming from that thing, I must admit, I felt so terrified when I heard that blaring sound that came from that thing she was holding. But I also noticed her fear as well as her trembling body when she attempted to flee I don't know why I don't want her to go, I want to know she looked, it's been ages since I have my eyes on a human or wolf, the loneliness behind this walls, is something I hated and it's something that I wish I can undo. I tried several times to break the door that locked the cave, but it was too strong, it was too much for me, so I feed on deer that my spirit mother provides for me.
Out of anger, I walked gently behind her, I can smell her fear, I like it, there was that thrilling feeling of having some adventure with her.
She turned to see who it was, but I have already managed to rush behind her, and when she immediately turned to look at me.
I stiffened because she was the most beautiful lady I have set my eyes upon, her brown hair as long as anything I have ever seen, her deep blue eyes, matching her Rosy, cherry lips, her tanned skin matching her dark, long eyebrows and eyelashes.
I can smell her fear when she saw the monster I have become, I have come so accustomed to what I have become and what I'll be, I never knew that things would end up this way, my heart was beating so fast and I needed to get a grip on myself. But then her sweet scent of vanilla and jasmine caught my attention, I had to close my eyes. I nudged closer to her as I dived myself beside her neck and took a whiff of her scent, it was the scent of lavender oil, " fuck" I cursed again and again.
She's not only beautiful but also she's exceptional in a way I can't explain, my heart was beating so fast. My gums began to itch,i felt my fangs spring up, my heartbeat increased, and my body trembled. It was taking everything from me not to sink my fangs into the bulging vein of her neck, I just want to feel her body wrapped around me as I shoved myself into her.
She was close to me and her scent was not helping matters, my mind was going hazy and my thoughts were going so wild, I needed time to think straight and gather myself, I tried as much to control myself, but I can't.
So despite her terrified look, I managed to look into her eyes, before I found myself itching closer to her neck, I then grazed my fang on the bare skin of her neck, which made her stiffen.
"No.... no" she screamed, but I was so focused on her neck that I was no longer thinking straight, the only thing I wanted at the moment, was to feel her entire curves as she moan my name, as I slammed into her so deep, fuck... I cursed again and again.
" Don't do it" the reasonable part of me warned, but my wolf wanted to feel her and be connected to her.
My wolf is a rogue wolf, it has been isolated from other people for too long and I think, it's high time, my wolf feels loved and connected.
So without warning, I first looked into her blue eyes, she vigorously shook her body, but my wolf was too strong to let go of her, then I sank my Fangs into her flesh, then I felt her blood touch my tongue.
It was the sweetest thing I have ever tasted.