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Chapter 3

Chap3

MILA

I woke up this morning to my mother's screams, lately I've been sleeping more than usual, I'm feeling too tired and I'm late, if my fears turn out to be true I don't know how I'll be get out of it, I'm so afraid that I won't be able to take a pregnancy test, but enough is enough I no longer want to live in this doubt and in this situation, we are two adult people and I don't I did not do it alone, if this baby arrived we will have to assume it there is no other solution

I get up to get the pregnancy test I took at the pharmacy two weeks ago, I go into the bathroom and I follow the instructions on the instructions, now all I have to do is to wait, I feel like these minutes are as long as hours, when I take the test I was paralyzed at the sight of the result, shit, how could this happen ? How am I going to explain this to Hilanne? Speaking of him, his plane is about to land, I have to pick him up

I try to disconnect from everything that is going on and I go in to refresh myself before going out to join my mother in the living room

Me trying somehow to smile: hello mum

My mother: hello sweetheart, are you sure you're okay?

Me: yes why wouldn't it be ok?

My mother: I speak according to the living death's head that you have

Me: Don't worry, I just slept badly and I think I didn't digest what I ate last night

My mother: must be her since I heard you throw up this morning

Me trying to hide my surprise a bit: yes, but it's ok now

I'm really ashamed to lie brazenly to my mother but, I don't think she's happy about this news since she doesn't really like my relationship, I don't want her to put pressure on me to bring Hilanne home

My mother: where are you going? Aren't you supposed to be on vacation?

Me: yes but I have to pick up Hilanne at the airport, I'm already late her plane lands soon

My mother: aren't you having breakfast?

Me: no, I'm not very hungry this morning

She gives me a murderous look to which I avoid paying attention so as not to cause trouble this morning, I give her a kiss, pick up the key to my car and I set off for the airport

When I arrive I see him waiting for me at the entrance waiting for me I think his plane has landed rather

Hilanne Morel

My plane landed earlier, so I've been waiting for Mila for a while, I was already starting to get frustrated when I see her come from afar, when I see her smile all this tiredness and frustration I feel disappears, she's so beautiful that usually, she wore blue jeans, with a gray sweater, to see the tip of her breasts erect in the sweater, she probably has no bra accompanied by her flesh-colored pumps, when she sees me she flashes a smile that brightens my day, I get up and walk closer to her take her in my arms and kiss her like there's no one else around

Mila: I see you missed me a lot

Me: as always my heart, and seeing the ardor with which you responded to my kiss I'm sure you missed me even more

She just smiles at me without saying anything and we walk towards her car, I have the feeling that she is not as bubbly as usual, it seems that there is something changed in her and has I look a little elsewhere, but I don't delay on all these details when she turns to me and offers me this beautiful smile, I install my suitcase in the back of the car, and we head towards my hotel

I am Hilanne MOREL, I am a 32 year old businessman, I have several hotel chains on both sides of Europe, I like beautiful things, the proof is the girl next to me from the wonders of the world, I think I could not have dreamed of a better life than the one if, I came back to the country after a trip that lasted a month, the woman next to me is Mila WILLIAMS, she has 25 years old, she manages her real estate agent company here in Paris, in addition to being beautiful, she is a very intelligent woman that I have by my side

When we arrive at the hotel, we go straight up to my private floor, I want her too much, I missed her too much, when I swipe the magnetic card I literally jump on her, I stick her against the wall , kisses her everywhere and runs her hand through her sweater to caress her beautiful round and shapely breasts, I want to devour them

Me: you keep taking the pill don't you?

I notice her tensing up, it only lasted a few seconds but it didn't escape my notice, what's wrong with her this morning?

Me: you know you shouldn't get pregnant right now right?

Mila: what if that happened?

Me a little surprised: you know very well that I am not ready to take on this kind of responsibility at the moment, we have all the time to think about having children

Mila: you always talk like you don't want to have kids

Me: I'm not, I'm just not in a rush to change diapers, or have to wake up in the middle of the night to a baby crying, I have other plans for us my love

Mila with tears in her eyes: don't worry you won't have to put up with all this, let me unpack your suitcase

Me stopping him: sweetheart I thought we were on the same wavelength

Mila: Me too...

JADE

Today I think is the worst day of my life, it's the day of my sister's funeral, and to think that I'm going to have to say goodbye to her forever, forever, I'll never go there again see you again with all my life, my God I want to die too, the only thing that keeps me standing is my nephew, it's for him I'm fighting all these minutes and hours, it's for him I don't let myself go and always stay on my feet, without him I think I would have lost all reason to live

A few hours later

My aunt: come on we have to go home now

Me wiping my tears: no I want to stay a little longer, I don't want to leave her alone

My aunt: but she's not alone, she's with your parents

Me crying: sniff….yes they left me here alone in pain and left to my own devices

My darling: from above they watch over you and they haven't left you alone, they are always there in your heart, whenever you want to talk to them you just have to put a hand there and close your eyes, they will always be alive in your heart, come on let's go

Me: no aunt, I want to stay a little longer, would you take care of the little one for a few hours please?

Aunt: You don't have to ask, take all the time you need

On these words she turns on her heels and leaves me there, I lie down on the grave of my sister in tears

Me whispering why did you leave so soon? Sniff...sniff...why did you leave me? You orphaned Angel mother, dad, mom why did you abandon me? Why do I have to go through all this, ah sweetheart, sniff… Sniff, my GOD am I cursed?

Lane behind me: no you haven't

I get up with a start, when I turn around that's what I thought the devil is visiting me, he has the nerve to come here

Gianni handing me a handkerchief: sorry I'm a bit late

Me going into a rage: keep your dirty handkerchief I don't need it, what are you doing here?

Gianni pretending to be surprised: it has nevertheless been cleaned and ironed

Me losing patience: what the hell am I asking you here

Gianni taking a serious look: I'm coming to attend your sister's funeral

Me: You come to rejoice and see the work you've done right? Now you can leave

Gianni: At no time did I wish for your sister's death, since I don't see what her death brings me as more

Me: Anyway I never want to see you dragged around here again, since your mere presence melts away the angels who must watch over my late sister and my parents

Gianni: as long as you banished me from this graveyard and from the whole town

With that he lets me plant it, goes to meditate on a grave, puts a bouquet of flowers and comes back to me

Gianni: I want you to take me to see my nephew, so I'm waiting for you and the entrance

He lays a bouquet of white roses on my sister's grave and turns his back on me to leave, he's got nerves to lay flowers here?

I take her rose and throw it to her

Me: keep your damn flowers, I don't want to see you dragged around here, you better go back to where you came from since I don't intend to move from here

Gianni: take all the time you need I have my whole day...

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