CHAPTER FIVE
Anya's POV.
I could not help myself out as Damian's lip found my lips, his scent arousing just as Daemon came from the back, the heat from his body increasing whatever feeling I was having at the moment as he placed a love bite on my neck, I moaned sensually into Damian's mouth, he did not let my lips leave as he groped my breasts.
"What's this feeling?" I asked myself as the both of them kept on prodding on my sexual borders, Daemon's tongue came nibbling on my ears as he pulled the sleeves of my clothes off my shoulders, the cold in the air, permeating through my skin, just as his mouth went over those opened parts, warming them just as immediately.
They brought me down to the floor, I could hear alarms ringing as Damian pulled my clothes off, exposing my breath to the moonlight, red and bright.
"Goddess!" I could hear Daemon exclaim just as Damian pulled down my top, his head moving down just as immediately as his lips found my nipples, nibbling on them, I held his head down just as Damian sucked on my neck, I moaned loudly to their touches.
"Help me! Help me!" I could hear my inner alarm ring, just as I saw Damian flash a toothy grin, his hands finding my thigh.
"We should not be doing this." I managed enough strength to mutter through the pleasure coursing through me.
"We should not be doing what?" Daemon asked, lifting his lips over my breast, his action sending another wave of pleasure over me. I wish he did not take his off but wanted him to continue.
"This," I said, just as his lips found my nipples, sending pleasure shooting down my spine, I moaned at the touch, unable to complete the words that hung at my lips, Just at that moment Damian's finger found my clits, I could feel my inners drool at the touch as I convulsed at the touch, my body jittery, I moaned louder, using my free hands to cover my mouth.
"Stop," I muttered slowly under my closed mouth, I turned to look over to Damian as he unbuttoned his shirt, a mischievous smile on his lips as his hands continued to work their magic between my thighs, rubbing his hand slowly over my already wet clit.
"Stop," I said again, removing my hand from my mouth.
"Stop this?" He said with an inquisitive face as he slowed the tempo of his rubbing, I could feel him change his movements as he began to slide his finger inside me, I moaned, holding to Daemon's head tighter as he increased his nipple flicking, I could feel myself almost orgasming as Daemon slowly put his hand in between my thighs too, removing his head from my nipples, using his free hand to unbutton his shirt, in less than no time, they were both topless, the red moon making both of them look like beautiful statues of carved red stone, my head clearing a little from the time they had taken to take off their shirts.
"Stop." I managed to say, this time a bit louder as I looked into Damian's eyes, I thought he was the reserved one, I could see him slack a bit.
"Stop what?" Daemon said as he attempted to kiss me on the cheek, I recoiled a bit.
"We should not have been doing this," I said with exasperated breaths, my head still ringing from the activities happening.
"Why shouldn't we be doing this?" My heart sank when I found out who had asked the question, Damian as he quizzed, his finger still inside me, he thrust a bit, and I moaned to his touch.
"Cause it's wrong." I managed to say in-between moans as I gripped Damian's trousers.
"We want you," Daemon said as he began to pull off his trousers, his hand reaching to hold me to himself.
"But, you can't have me," I said, whimpering to Damian's touch. "It is a taboo according to your clan," I said, still whimpering.
"We want you and we know you want us too," Damian said as he let me go to pull off his trousers.
I manage to roll away from them, pulling my sleeves over my shoulders, "I do not want you." I managed to say, overcoming whatever pleasure my body was aching to have at the moment, stopping at a split second as my eyes landed on their body, I could sense they were naked as my eyes hovered below their upper limbs.
"No, don't look," I whispered to myself as I forced every fiber and muscle in my body to action, standing up quickly while avoiding their gaze.
"C'mon now, you know want this, just as we do too," Daemon said, walking closer to me, his voice mesmerizing and drooly just as he said the words, I felt myself stop for a bit, I willed my body to a run, I started off, turning the opposite direction from them, my hands over my chest as my legs carried me far away from them, my head ringing, I felt intoxicated, my body wanting to turn back to them,
I stopped around the corner, trying to decipher where I was as my body began to calm down, "What just happened?" I asked myself as I tried to adjust my breathing while scanning the environment.
The tears wore just at the cusps of pouring down when the Alpha's Beta came around, I turned my back, arranging my top properly.
He coughed as he approached me, "I have been looking for you, ma'am." He said as he stood behind me, I turned to face him.
"Anything's the problem?" I asked him as I turned to face him.
"No ma'am, just that I had not seen you after the party." He said, "And your safety is our priority." He continued.
"Well, you can see that I am fine and okay," I said, trying to mask any emotion.
"I can see that now." He said as he took a bow.
"You can take your leave now," I said with a flick of my hand.
"Yes ma'am." He said and took his leave.
I took a look around the place, noticing it was my room area, I walked into the room, shut the door with my back to it, and bolted it as I blinked back my tears.
"Why?" I said softly, the room echoing it back to me in tiny whispers.
"I had only come for revenge on the wrong done to my family and my clan," I said in between sobs as the tears began to flow.
"Why?" I asked again, directing the question to an unseen force.
"Why would you let me fall for the children of the man who caused death and ravaged my people?" I muttered to myself, as I sobbed continually when I heard a knock on my door.
"Who is there!?" I screamed to feign annoyance and hide the tears, waiting for some minutes to hear anyone.
"If you don't want to say who you are, you might as well leave, I'm not in the mood for anyone," I said behind the door, listening for any movement when I heard the footsteps recede away from the door, I swung it open, my heart racing, half expecting to see the boys.
"Why am I like this?" I said as I facepalmed myself, rolling it down to see Susanne, she just stood staring at me.
"What do you need?" I managed to say under controlled breaths.
"Nothing." She said, still staring at me, "Just wanted to check if you were alright" she said with a smile on her face.
"Why's everyone trying to check on me, I just went for a stroll," I muttered to myself remembering the events of the night, I stopped myself short before I would spill it out.
"Do you think anything was wrong with me?" I asked her, coming out of my door in her full view.
"No, I do not think anything is wrong." She said, still smiling.
I looked at her, I could swear I had heard her say now at the end of her sentence, "Well, you can see that I'm doing alright, you can take your leave." I said as I turned into my room, leaving her to my devices.
"Maybe, I should prepare myself to leave," I said to myself as I looked around the room, the view of the boys entering my imagination of things that would have been.
"Help me Moon goddess." I cried out as I held on to my head, a futile attempt to hide my imagination, "This doesn't fit with everything." I said as I began to cry.
"I'm going crazy." I said with a laugh in between sobs, "I'm talking to myself." I walked to the bed as I began to cry more freely now.
"I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry Dad," I said tearfully as I walked into the halls of drowsiness, already tired from the events of the night.