Chapter 6
By Ruthlessness, I Rule 6
Cressida?
"So he's not taking you out for dinner but to a party and he's inviting me too?" Talia was surprising me, seriously. She was freaking out ever since she heard that Sava? is taking us to a party and I couldn't say anything to him because he had me in his grip by Talia and worse thing about it… is that Talia was happy because someone started to see her as a normal human from the horsemen.
So I agreed and told him that I need to get dressed which brought us to now.?
We were looking for some good party dresses in my closet and we were about the same size already so we wore each other's clothes all the time.
"How about this one for you?" Talia held out a red halter tight dress with an open bodice that was closed a little but with ties and holy shit it looked hot which meant I should wear it, just to spite that bastard.?
"Fuck yeah!" I told her as I went to wear it while she found herself a golden glittery dress then she immediately threw a pair of heels at me.?
They were Silver cutout sparkling heels that gave me a little bit more height and I didn’t have time to do anything when she threw a purse at me, it was also silver and sparkling that was meant to grab attention.
I headed to the mirror and let my hair down on my shoulders and for no reason at all, I found my hand brushing against the covered hickey. Did I like having it? Not the time to think about that.?
I put on the darkest red lipstick I had then looked behind me to see that Talia was ready and damn if she didn't look fire, she always does.
We made our way down the stairs and Talia decided to leave the house before me given that she had her car while I had to go in Sava? blue grand cherokee which was beautiful to be honest.?
I waited for Talia to give me the green light that she left so I could go out and surprise the 'Hurricane'.
Once my phone vibrated I knew it was her so I left our mansion and made my way down the stairs until I stopped in front of Sava? who was frozen in place… well at least the plan worked.?
His eyes roamed over my body and for a second he appeared as if he wanted to fucking devour me but I decided to keep on walked until I was beside him and I'm he sure was surprised when I just kept on walking and opened the car door.
I was going to get in it when the door got closed and suddenly I found my back pressed against the door with my hands held behind my back with one of Sava?'s while his other one found its way to my jaw, tilting my head back so I would be looking at his wild eyes.
"Güzel, do you have a death wish?" His lips were inches away from mine and I never realised how grateful I was to the parking lot scene he did before because I didn't have to look at his eyes back then but now, his eyes were wild and angry at me and on top of all of that I had to ignore the sensation that spread through my body at the way my breasts were brushing against his hard chest.
Why did I agree to wear a dress that required me to be braless?
I mastered all of the strength I got and tried not to sound breathless as I talked. "No, why are you asking?" I could only hope that my face held the same bravery my voice did.
"I said we are going to a party, not a nightclub so why are you wearing this dress?" His hand on my jaw tightened a little but I tried to ignore it as much as I could.
"Oh, I thought you'd appreciate the effort." I didn't even recognise my voice due to how low and breathy it was and maybe I should put my seducing plan into motion already so I pushed back against Sava? a little bit more but stopped when I felt something poking against my stomach.
My eyes widened and my lips parted on their own as my breath became shallow. He didn't even have to touch me like he did this afternoon but he was already hard… because of me.
Sava?'s eyes narrowed at me, snapping me out of my haze. "What's gotten into you, Ida?"?
"N-nothing." I didn't even think before saying that and I don't think I even understood the question at all but it's not my fault. It's the fault of these sensations I'm getting and they are travelling directly down my stomach and threatening to go lower.
He tsked at me before he lowered his hand to my throat. Ugh! Why does he always do that move and more importantly why is it a turn on to me… no, focus, Ida. You are doing this whole plan to understand why he did what he did all these years.
"Something is off about you, Güzel. You didn't strike me as the sluty type so why are you suddenly so responsive to me? What's your game?" His eyes were daring me to lie but what's the worst he could do, it's not like he could fuck me in front of my house– Shit!?
I forgot that we were still in front of the mansion and even worse, Dad's study window would have a clear view of us if he just decided to look out of it for a second. The thought had my eyes trailing up to it and Sava? seemed to notice because he chuckled darkly beside my ear.
"Can you imagine if your Dad or aunt decided to look out that window…" He whispered while his mouth was still beside my ear but I didn't move my head, my eyes glued to the window as my heart pounded in my ribcage at his words.
"He will have the greatest view of his daughter pressed against a car by his enemy's son, it would be hard to explain don't you think?" I wasn't wrong when I always said that the word sin was written all over him, not once.
But what did he mean by his enemy's son? Is that it? Is Dante Dad's enemy which is why Sava? did what he did? Was it revenge?
But why? It's not like I would've had anything to do with it. Goddamn it! I hate this, I hate that I don't understand one goddamn thing because I forgot half my life!?
And everyone refuses to tell me anything… maybe not everyone one.
"Tell me." I was ready to do anything to understand what's happening and what happened in the past even if it meant making a deal with someone who was worse than the devil.
Sava? pulled away from my ear to look at me with a raised eyebrow. "Tell you what?"
"Anything… tell me what everyone is hiding from me." I was so fucking tired of the secrets and lies, they were destroying me slowly and I didn’t even know a way out.
The only way out I had in front of me was to know about my past and I could only hope that I'm able to convince Sava? to tell me.
Sava? suddenly let go of my hands but the hand on my throat stayed where it was as he asked. "What makes you think I know?"?
He was playing a mindfuck game with me, I knew it and I wasn't falling for it.
"We both know you do… Sava? please I'll do any–" He squeezed my throat, cutting off my air for a second but let go as soon as he squeezed.
He pulled me harshly against, to the point of no space between us. "Don't say you'll do anything, Güzel. It'll make you sound weak and we both know you're far from it."?
Why did his words sound like a praise to my ears, were they??
I darted my tongue to wet my dry lips before I looked him straight in the eyes. "Then what do I have to do so you tell me?"?
He only stared at me for a few minutes and I wished I could read what was behind his scary eyes. Who was Sava? Ewald behind this fa?ade?
Suddenly he moved away and pulled me with him so he could open the car door as he made me get inside and closed the door as he rounded the car to get in the driver seat and he started driving without a word to me.
Did I do this whole thing the wrong way?
"Can I know where we are going?" I asked the same question I've been asking for freaking hours… alright maybe not hours but still.
No answer for the millionth time and my patience were wearing off. He wouldn't tell me about my past, he wouldn't tell me where we are going? So why even stay in the car with him.
"Stop the car!" I ordered him and tried to sound in control. He kept acting as if I didn't exist… maybe we should try this again.?
"Sava? stop the car or I swear I'll jump out of it and you know what I'm capable of!" He finally listened and pulled the handbrake, stopping the car abruptly, causing me to let out a yelp.
He turned in his seat to look at me and I expected anger or at least disapproval but he seemed normal, well, as normal as someone like him could be.
"In five minutes we'll arrive at the party, anything else?"?
"You know what else I want." I didn't look at him as I continued because if I did then I wouldn't have been able to say the upcoming.
"But I don't even know why I'm asking you for help because if you know then your friends must know too so I might as well ask Ace for help and see what he wants in retur–" I gasped the moment his hand found my neck as he turned my head in his direction and made me be closer to him and I could see that he was breathing heavily and his eyes turned back into the shade of anger it was in the moment I left the mansion.
"You won't talk to anyone, understand? And no one will get near you as well." His voice was dripping with anger and I would be a liar if I said that I wasn't at least a little afraid of him but I still held my ground.
"Why is that? I'm sure that I'm pretty and any boy would want me…" He squeezed my neck and didn't let go this time, he barely left me a little bit of space to breathe but my hand still went up to clutch the one choking me which seemed to snap him out of what happened to him as he removed the pressure, letting me breathe normally again but I couldn't help but notice the look in his eyes, they looked haunted, as if he saw someone who wasn't me a few seconds ago, it almost looked like as if he saw a ghost.?
"Because you're mine." He growled and I had to use what's left of my brian cells so that I wouldn't punch his pretty face.
"What kind of fucked up illusion is this you're having?" I really wanted to punch the hell out of him!
"It's not an illusion, Ida. It's a truth. I own you, you're mine and nothing could change it." Alright, this a new level of being fucked up in the brain.
"By what right do you say that? By what right you claimed me as yours?" I was yelling at him now because he was getting on my nerves and screwing up with my mind.
"You were always mine, Ida as in for the other don't worry, soon enough I'll claim you." He wasn't kidding, not a little bit.?
Maybe I was wrong. Maybe this game was bigger than me but I'm not sure if there was a way out for me now.?