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Part 4

Dillion pov

On my burger, I put lettuce, cucumber, cheese, onion, and mayo for sauce. On Maxi, he gets cheese and cucumber with tomato sauce on. He doesn’t like lettuce or onion, just like his father. Nash always said that he is a wolf and not a deer so why should he eat leaves? On Sage’s burger, she gets cheese with no sauce. Just when I finished getting our burger buns ready the oven went off meaning the patties were ready.

I quickly shut the oven off and got the patties out. Place the patties on the buns and put the rest of the patties on a different plate to cool off. I took our plates to the living room. When I got to the living room, I saw that the babies were sitting on the floor on their blankets. I gave each baby a plate and sat between them on the floor. I grabbed the remote and I put on a movie. Around 18:30 I saw that Maxi was getting restless. I switched off the TV. “Okay, babies go get some toys and we will play a little bit before we go to sleep.

Maxi ran to go get some toys and Sage waddled to go get her toys. Maxi brought a few cars and building blocks. Sage brought her doll with some clothes and also her building blocks. I started to help Sage build her building blocks first because she usually falls asleep way before her brother. Maxi also helps Sage and guides her. After finishing building her building blocks, she plays with her doll behind me on the couch. I sit in front of the couch on the side that she is playing on so that if she falls, I can catch her. I started to help Maxi build his building blocks.

A while later I felt that the couch was quiet so I turned around and saw that Sage was asleep. I looked at the time and saw that it was 19:30. “Okay baby boy, I am going to take Sage to her crib then I will be back” I said to Maxi. “Okay Mommy” he replied. He quickly stood up and went to the couch. He climbed on and kissed his sister’s head and went back to his spot on the ground.

I stood up and went to pick up Sage and took her to her crib. I threw her favorite blanket over her and made sure that she was comfy. I also left the bedroom door a little open so that I could hear when she woke up. When I got back to the living room, I struggled to keep my laugh in. Maxi was still sitting on his spot trying to play with his car, while also trying to keep his eyes open. He looked so cute.

I walked to where he was and picked him up. “Come on baby boy, you can play tomorrow again,” I said to him. “Night mommy,” he said when he laid his head on my shoulder. I put him in his crib and also threw his favorite blanket over him. When I turned to walk away, I heard “Mommy.” I turned back and went to his crib. “Yes, baby boy” I answered. “When will daddy come home” he asked. My heart broke. “I kissed his head and said, “One day, baby boy, one day.” After that, he fell asleep. I stayed there for a while just looking at my babies then went to clean up.

I walked to the living room to clean up where the babies played. They usually clean up after themselves but when it is nighttime, and we play before bed I will clean up the toys and everything. After cleaning up the living room I went to wash the dishes and put away the leftover food.

After cleaning and making sure the babies were asleep, I went and took a shower. After my shower, I dressed in some boxers. I looked in the mirror and saw the sadness and loneliness in my eyes. I might have my babies, but my wolf and I miss our mate. I shook my head and finished my bathroom routine.

I went to bed a lay down. I just started to think of everything. I really miss him, and I am sure everyone can see it in my eyes, but I need to keep my babies safe. Their safety comes before my happiness. Maybe when they are older, and Maxi can protect them I will take them to meet their father. I am strong. I can easily defeat any Alpha wolf, but I can’t protect myself and my babies. I also haven’t gotten my heat since I got pregnant with the babies.

It really is a good thing, because I don’t know if I will be able to take care of my own heat. It would be really bad because I won’t be able to take care of myself, and the babies and fight off other Alphas that might come because of the smell. And because Nash hasn’t bitten me, yet everyone will be able to smell me. I also really wish Nash could’ve met the babies soon, because Maxi resembles him so much, that anyone who knows Nash would think that he was a mini-Nash and I also know that Sage would be his little princess.

He would show them off to everyone and take them with him everywhere he went, and he would be so possessive over them and me. That will be a sight to see. I love you Nash, was my last thought before I drifted off into one of the best sleeps I had since leaving Nash.

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