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Chapter 3:

Amanda Hank:

The week goes by regularly.

And my mind continues tilted in that memory of my boss thinking of me.

I'm afraid of coming to the company and that memories will consume me, I can't forget who he is.

He is my boss. I must respect and pretend that this did not happen.

Nothing happened. He never masturbated in front of me and I didn't see it.

I sigh and reach my desk.

I drop my bag and just then I see the door of his office being opened.

Subconsciously, I ignore that and head straight for the bathroom.

God, Amanda, don't you get tired of doing stupid things?

I toss and turn in the bathroom, trying to catch my breath. My nerves are killing me. How will I deal with this?

After five minutes, I leave the bathroom and return to my workstation.

I don't see John anywhere which relieves me to start working.

The hours run and I have to take a break to have a coffee.

Just as I returned to my station, I received a call from John's office.

I breathe in and out before attending.

"Yes sir?"

“Miss, can you bring two coffees? I am with a guest friend.” asked sweetly. Very different from that call from a few days ago.

"Immediately Mr."

In less than five minutes and with coffee in hand, I headed to his office.

I give a few knocks on the door and when I am allowed, I pass.

And when I see Mr. Smith's guest, my world stops and I want to erase myself from existence.

"Oh, my girl. Are you John's secretary?" my father says sweetly. He got up from his seat.

Are my father and John friends? Did I see my father's friend masturbating for me?

Amanda, you're in serious trouble.

I look at John's face and realize how handsome he looks confused.

"Dad, what are you doing here?" At a slow pace, I leave the coffee on a desk.

And I gave one to my father.

"Dad? Are you Amanda's father, Louis?"

“Come on John, don't act like you don't know her. You gave her her first doll when she was two. Didn't you remember my little baby?" says my father after rolling his eyes.

John adjusts his tie and nods.

"What do I tell you, friend? The years away from the country made me forget her.” John confesses. And he looks at me smiling, "It's a pleasure to see you again, little girl."

Was that a double meaning? Maybe I'm very nervous and I misunderstand everything.

“I see that they work together. Is very pretty." My father leaves the coffee aside. “One more reason to celebrate.”

I frown.

"What do you mean, dad?"

“I just invited John to my birthday dinner. He is like part of the family. I couldn't help it. I haven't seen him for a long time." He admits with a smile, “John is like a brother to me.”

Did you know how horrible it would be to tell my father that my boss, his almost brother friend, masturbated in front of his little girl? It would be the worst disappointment.

Practically a betrayal.

I can't do this to my father.

“It is an honor, Louis. I would not forgive myself for failing you," says John after fixing his tie and swallowing dry. "Of course, I'll go to dinner. I will go with pleasure.”

Wait a minute, is John nervous?

"Okay, I did what I had to, now it's time to go see my doctor."

"Luck, Dad. Everything will be fine."

"Of course my love." kiss my forehead “Bye, John. See you at night."

They both say goodbye and my father leaves the office.

Returning to my reality, I want to escape too but John stops me.

"Where do you think you're going, Amanda?" John asks.

I turn on my axis. And there he is. Looking at me like I had no escape.

"To my work, sir." I say feigning dementia “Or do you need something?”

He nods. I wait for his order when I see him walking slowly towards me.

He stops a few inches from me. My breath hitches.

One of his hands stops on my cheek and again I feel that exquisite electric current.

Why does something that we all know is forbidden feel so good?

"I need you, Amanda." admits.

I gape at him.

"Mister… ?" I mumble.

"Today I know that wanting you so much is wrong." says “You are the son of my friend and my secretary, but I can't help it. I want you to be mine, Amanda."

My world stops. Words are impossible to formulate and I hardly breathe.

“Honey, I want to fuck with you. It's all I want."

he says when he doesn't see me speak. "Don't you want the same?"

I swallow.

Why deny it?

This man causes so many reactions in me. That they are so new and exciting that they scare me.

I am a virgin.

No man has touched me. nor kissed

It was never something I wanted. Not a goal either.

But why is it the opposite with John?

"Yes, sir..." I say unconsciously.

Although consciously, I know that I am getting into the lion's den.

"Well, we have things in common, Amanda." he says.

"But..." I want to say something but he interrupts me.

"Shhh, no bullshit, miss," he says. "I have a deal for you."

"Deal?"

“I want to fuck you, Amanda. And I want this to be my way."

I nod somewhat confused.

"What's the deal, sir?"

“I will be your master and you my submissive. It is simple. You will be at my disposal after accepting. And I will have the right to fuck you whenever and wherever I want.”

I think it's starting to get hot in here.

"I don't know what to say... this is too much for me, sir." I mean honestly.

“Relax, you don't have to accept it now. I give you time until after your father's dinner. Until then, you can clarify what you want and tell me if you accept or not."

I nod very dismayed.

"Will I lose my job if I accept your proposal, sir?"

He denies.

"I can't afford to let you go darling." he admits “Think about it. Your day is over. You can retire to rest, Amanda.”

I nod and breathe again. He goes back to his chair and I feel the tension stop being so heavy.

I turn around ready to go. But his voice stops me, but I don't deign to see.

“Think about it, Amanda. My darkest desires are in your hands, you decide if you release them or make me suffer."

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