Chapter5:

"But instead he's in control of Roni to say bad things to you. I'm not going to take this back to them. Let them do what they want. Just believe that Roni is your soul mate, I hope he can change. him, you shouldn't think too much about this. You might get sick," added Mina.

"I did feel dizzy earlier, Mom. But Roni didn't care. Even said hurtful things plus harsh words from my other-in-law. I was getting dizzy. Luckily I still got here safely. Otherwise, I might have fainted in the angkot," said Mosa.

"So, now you just rest first! if you're still dizzy later check at Bu Nur," said Mina.

Mrs. Nur is a nurse who opens a practice near Mina's house.

Mosa then took his bag to his room and lay down on his bed. Mosa took several deep breaths to try to calm himself down.

Mosa hopes that he will be fine even though Roni doesn't like him. Mosa is already in love with one hand. Although at first, he had doubts he managed to convince himself that Roni was the best man.

Mosa remembers that when Roni came to her house with a fellow teacher at school, Haikal, Roni gave Mosa a happy smile when Mosa was sick at that time.

Haikal intends to visit Mosa, and Roni is invited by Haikal. Since then Mosa and Roni became acquainted.

Roni offered to Mosa if he wanted to move on to a more serious relationship. But Mosa was still thinking about it. Mosa wants to know Roni's family first.

During school holidays, Roni often invites Mosa to visit his brother's house and finally to his parents' house. During the introduction, Roni did not show any signs of being rude. Mosa only found Roni always speaking softly.

Indeed, when approaching the wedding, Mosa saw Roni angry but only kept silent and did not say harsh words.

Only then did Mosa remember that during the introduction period, Roni always said the words "mother said" many times. He just realized that Roni is a mama's boy.

Even so, Mosa was still trying to be patient. If you are married, you will come back. But to return to receive rough treatment is not. Mosa wants that even if he comes back, Mosa doesn't want Roni to be handled by Sarni.

Mosa wishes that if they were with Roni again, they would live far away from their parents-in-law so that they could be free. But back to Roni, can he be away from his mother? Because they have never been separated. Even Roni only did something if ordered and allowed by her mother.

Even though it seems impossible, Mosa can only pray for the best. Because only God can turn a person's heart.

The next day, Mosa had started work. As usual, she left early in the morning to welcome the students. When in front of the school lobby there was already a teacher friend who greeted.

"Wow, the newlyweds have arrived, I think they are still on holiday," said Raisa.

Mosa smiled, "Yes, at home I miss school," she said.

"But if you miss home at school, yes. Hehe." Raisa teased.

Mosa just kept walking towards the teacher's room. Then put down the bag and take a deep breath to calm down. She will be teased a lot. Because people's thoughts when newlyweds are loving each other and enjoying being a new self. Unlike Mosa, she felt hurt. But he didn't want to tell people about it. She acted as if nothing had happened in his marriage.

During recess, Mosa was only in the teacher's room. Raisa saw him approaching.

"After the break are there teaching hours?" ask Raisa

"Nothing," said Mosa.

"I want to take you to the library," said Raisa.

Mosa and Raisa are best friends, so they act normal if there are no students. If there are students they act as teachers and don't call me and you.

"Yes, I want to eat lunch first," said Mosa.

They walked towards the library. Seen some students greet Mosa and shake hands because of a few days off. And teasing Mosa, Mosa did not feel uncomfortable she was happy that a lot of attention was paid to him.

When we arrived at the library, the doorbell rang. Some students in the library left the library to go to their respective classes.

In the library, Raisa invites Mosa to talk privately.

"Sa, it looks like you're hiding something. Say it! I saw you this morning in the lobby, I saw it in your eyes. I used to see you happy and happy but instead, you looked gloomy even though you smiled at everyone on your lips," Raisa said.

Mosa smiled, "I'm fine," he said.

"Don't lie, you show yourself more when there's a problem, Sa. Don't hide it from me, I can feel you're sad. Let's just say,  a friend wants to help you while I can. Even though I'm also married but I don't have children, we can still share when we feel sad," explained Raisa.

Mosa burst into tears, "You're right. I'm feeling sad, a marriage that I thought would be happy is painful, my husband is cold and very indifferent to me. Likewise, my mother-in-law is ery protective of her child. I was never touched by my husband. Yesterday I'm dizzy he even shouted at me harshly. I was just trying to be patient, but instead I w, as humiliated. I didn't expect that his true nature was like that. Then I said goodbye to go home, he instead let me go home without dropping me off. What I was very upset about was that my mother-in-law also called me harsh words, even though I have never been treated like that in my life," explained Mosa.

"O Allah, Mosa, you came like that. It's okay. Your husband is outrageous, he was a little hesitant when you suddenly wanted to get married. You once told me that he was diligent in worship, but he wasn't a benchmark for someone. Not comparing, my husband is not diligent go to the mosque but still remembers praying he can treat me well. It's too much Mosa, you should go home. Calm your mind, then you are there just eating your heart. After school, we eat together, and I treat. Maybe it can cheer you up a little, "

"But what about your husband?" asked Mosa anxiously.

"You forgot, huh. My husband comes home after Isha, so it doesn't matter. Later I will also say if I want to eat with you first, God willing, he will allow it. I also want to please you. Surely you need entertainment, I'm so sorry for you, Sa It's only been 3 days since you've been a bride," Raisa said.