Chapter 5: Date

God damn it! When did I come to my senses? What is this again?

I almost stepped back with each advance of his kiss and in a tug, he pulled me into the boys' locker room... and kissed me again!

My brain can hardly process what is happening in my life right now. I think I'm going to explode with my heart beating so fast. I did not expect it. I was about to close my eyes when I saw two men here in the locker room.

Fuck!

Even faster than lightning, I pushed Damon!

"There's someone." But Damon didn't budge. His two hands are still wrapped around me.

"Fuckers.Radleigh... Clinton... Get out." Damon said emphatically.

Radleigh whistled. I know one of Damon's cousins. This one is also very Playboy.

They quickly put on a T-shirt and put away their belongings.

Rad tapped Damon's shoulder.

"Hokage move huh?" Clinton chuckled and winked at me.

"Softcore Damon," Clinton said and they left.

I swallowed as his gaze moved to my lips.

Oh, God! What now?

**

I just keep up with every day that passes in my life.

I know it's wrong. But we humans are even more prone to wrong. Where else is wrong, we are there. Whoever is wrong is still the one we choose.

Supposedly, the relish is difficult.

"You know Zand, I'm the one who worries about you. What if Natalia finds out? And she will blame you? What will you do? What will you say? That you like it too? "Ruru asked.

I bit my lip and took my reading eyeglasses from my eye. We are now in the library.

The truth is, I'm afraid. I might wreck their relationship. They can be broken because of me.

"The truth is I don't know. But we don't have a relationship" I said and I 'wiped my glasses with a handkerchief and returned it to my eyes.

How do I stop? How do I avoid him?

So far, I can say that we have something. Because if he sees me and no matter what I avoid he always blocks my way.

He doesn't care what people will say. He didn't care about those who saw what he was doing. He didn't seem aware that someone would tell Natalia.

"Are you going to the Wet party the next day?" Ruru asked.

"Of course."

She smiled and folded her book.

"Me too! I'm so excited!"

"Ru!"

I looked at the man who was called Ruru. Alexander, one of our varsities here. Alexander Cojuangco is Damon's cousin on his mother's side.

I know he's her long-time crush.

Ruru turned to me like she was waiting for my permission.

"I know! Go to your lunch!" I pushed her away.

"How about you?!" she stood up and took her bag.

"I'm full, we're three hours vacant! I'll even have lunch later." I spoke.

When they left, I distracted myself from reading. I love reading a book.

If we have research, I am looking for it from the book. If I have a project, I use books even though we have modern technology like the internet, google, etc.

I would prefer the book.

Little by little there were people here inside the library until I heard the rain falling outside.

I especially can't get out because it's raining.

I stood up and returned the book to the one I had taken earlier. And pick a new one again as it rains.

"What's so beautiful? “I bit my lip looking for a new book until I came to the very end and last row of bookshelves.

At the very top, I saw there the pitch black and with the red title 'VAMPIRE DIARIES.

This is one of my favorites, so I reached for it to read again.

But whatever I do, I can't reach it! I jumped a little to reach it but there was already a hand taking the book for me.

I almost froze smelling his scent. I closed my eyes tightly as my chest beat wildly again.

He took the book without any difficulty. I faced him slowly, but my chest swelled even more because he was so close to me. My nose almost touches his chin!

I could feel the heat brought by his body that made my knees tremble.

"Here." He said coldly and handed me the book.

By shaking my hand, I took it.

"Thank you. " I said.

He sighed and held up my chin.

"Is there anything wrong?" He asked in a deep voice.

Yes, something is wrong. I feel wrong, you're wrong to be here, it's wrong that I let this.

I pushed his hand so I could see how surprised he was at what I did.

Although I am a quiet person, I know what's right and wrong. So, I wondered why he was asking me.

He's smart, I know. So, he should know.

I know he hates me, and I let him kiss me because I like him. But what I've heard from him wrecked me. That he said, I am too young and it's just a kiss. That it depends on me if I will give it meaning.

"Nothing."

I know he wasn't convinced by what I said because he just cornered me more. He wrapped me in his big hand.

I looked around to see what he had done.

"Damon, they might see us."

"I don't care," He lazily said. My forehead furrowed.

'The last time I just heard that he didn't want to hurt Natalia because of me, are they over now?

"Maybe it will get to Natalia, Damon. Come on I'll--"

I was stopped when he touched my chin and lifted it.

"Natalia will understand."

What? Will Natalia understand?

"I do not understand Damon."

"You will at the right time." He said to me. What? I'm even more confused.

His other hand traveled on my back.

"Are you going to the Wet Party?" He suddenly asked.

I was about to answer but three women passed by.

So, I just put my head on Damon's chest even more.

Smells good.

Damon just relaxed as if there was no care for those who passed by. After the three of them had passed, I pushed Damon a little.

"Damon. They saw you." I was so nervous. He held me even tighter.

"And so?"

I scoffed.

"And so? You're crazy. Natalia might find out."

"Then let them know." His answer was simple.

What?

"You're going?" He asked again. He knew immediately about that Wet party.

I nodded.

"Y-yes."

His jaw tightened.

"Don't go."

I was surprised by what he said.

Huh?

"Huh, why?"

"Have a date with me."

Oh fuck.