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Chapter 9

My mouth was hanging open. She was quick to ditch her friend there. I mean, I guess I understood a bit. She had always pictured finding her mate and sealing the deal that night. It was not the fairest thing, but it was a little selfish, too. I did feel a draw though, and it would help ease the rumors going around. Fuck me. Before I even realized what was happening, she had her body pressed up against mine. I looked up since I was still in the chair and her lips touched mine. It was like a thousand bolts of lightning were shooting through my body. Colt was telling me to “mark mate.” She started to thread her fingers through my hair. I knew Nina had told her everything I liked because she was doing all of them. I was quickly losing myself in the bond. Holly slid her legs on either side of me and moved closer until she was straddling me. Fuck, I loved when a girl took charge in the bedroom. It just felt so right. I slowly caressed my hands up her shirt, feeling her flat stomach. She had on a lacy bra that was screaming to be tasted. I pulled off her shirt and immediately found her breast. Fuck, they were perfect. Just the right size for my hands. Nibbling on her nipple, she was squirming on top of me. I looked up to see she had thrown her head back and was moaning with her eyes closed. Skillfully, I snaked her bra off and took her whole breast into my mouth. Moving my hand down, I touched her sex. She was dripping wet for me and soaking through her clothes. Sliding my hand in, I found her folds and massaged her clit.

“Oh, fuck Damian, that’s it!” Holly moaned. She suddenly became a mad woman and ripped my shirt off and started to suck on my neck where she would mark me, right above the collarbone. I felt shivers, and my self-control was completely gone. I picked her up and moved her to the couch. I laid her down and looked down at her. She was beautiful but these pants needed to go. She was acting a little shy, but I pushed her knees apart and kissed my way down her thighs.

“Oh, Damian baby, stop teasing me!” I loved hearing my name on her lips. Unable to resist, I shoved my tongue in her, lapping up all her juices while I massaged her clit with my hand. “That’s it! I’m coming!” Once she came down from her high and pulled up, I kissed her, letting her taste herself. I felt her hand reach between us and grasp my dick. It was rock hard. I heard her gasp, “You are fucking huge, how will it fit?” Without saying anything, I put the head of my dick at her entrance and rammed it in hard.

“FUCKKKKKK,” Holly screamed. I stayed still and let her adjust to my size. Pulling out slowly and going in, I felt her relax and I moved up the pace. Grabbing her legs around me, I slid my hands under her back and changed positions, so she was riding me, and I watched in full glory her breasts bouncing in my face, and my hands guided her hips faster and harder. “I am coming again!” she screamed. It was a good thing these walls were soundproof. I was not near done as I felt her juices soak my cock. I was taking all my frustration out right now and she was fucking loving the rough sex. I picked up her hips and moved my dick to her back and she looked at me with wide eyes.

“It will only hurt for a minute,” I said, looking into her eyes. She nodded and I slammed into her ass in one motion.

“OH, MY DAMIAN!” I began pumping in and out and used my fingers to fuck her wet pussy. I wasn’t even prepared for her to mark me when she came the third time. I felt white hot pain followed by intense pleasure. I shot my seed deep in her ass and I marked her in return.

After coming down from my sex high, I realized what we just did. I tried to hide my guilty feelings, but I could feel she felt the same. I could feel her feelings as if they were my own now. She felt guilty for seducing me, but happy she found her mate and that we marked each other. I couldn’t wrap my head around this. I was the worst fucking person in the whole world, and I wouldn’t be surprised if Nina never talked to me again.

"You seriously feel guilty right now?" Holly asked, halfway yelling. She quickly got up and started to put her clothes on. I was speechless for a second—was she seriously questioning me for feeling guilty, when I knew damn well she felt the same!

"Um, excuse me, I am pretty sure you feel just as guilty, don't turn this on me!"

"I don't feel guilty. We mated like we were supposed to, even when my friend is still hurting. I won't apologize for taking what is MINE!"

I watched her storm out. I was still sitting on the couch ass naked. Well fuck, what was happening. I gave her what she wanted because she was my mate, and she did deserve to be treated as such, but why couldn’t she understand how hard this was for me? Shaking my head, I got up and grabbed what was left of my shirt and cleaned myself off. This was not how I pictured my first time having sex would go. I figured we would be coming back from a date, and we would be in my room where I could spend hours ravishing her. I lost control from the mate bond. I actually took some pent-up sexual frustration out as well. I always pictured Nina being on top of me, but now I felt like it probably wouldn't have felt as right as it did with Holly. Maybe having this mate bond would make it easier for me to move on, but I knew Nina would not be as lucky. She would have found her mate at the funeral if he was here, so I guess she would need to travel and see what was out there. Suddenly, I was not against her leaving the pack. I didn’t think I would ever be okay with her and another guy, but if it was her mate then I would understand. Damn, I needed a drink.

Filling up another glass of whiskey, I heard the door open. My body stiffened as I instantly recognized the scent. Turning slowly, I looked into the emerald green eyes I had grown to love and adore. They were staring back at me with so much hate and contempt I couldn’t believe it. Internally slapping myself across the face, I realized the room still smelled like sex. She knew I just mated with my luna. Her eyes darted to my neck and a fresh wave of tears sprang to her eyes.

"I just wanted to let you know, Alpha, that I will be leaving in a weeks’ time. Once I make it to the bank and pack up my house, I am leaving you. I can clearly see I am not wanted or needed here. I officially reject my birthright position as your beta, Alpha Damian." Nina finished strongly and left without giving me a chance to speak. I was getting ready to yell out to her and follow her, but Zach stopped me. Gripping my arm and giving me the death glare, he shook his head no and went to follow Nina. Giving me one last look of contempt, he left out the door.

Fuck, I messed this up good.

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