Chapter 7

Nicol

I dreamed of the first time he pushed into me and how sore it was, but I kept still as he told me to and waited, he was kissing me taking my attention away from the pain in my pussy and then he started to move slowly and the pain was disappearing. It was getting nicer and nicer so nice I started to move my hips as he was moving on top of me. He bend down while moving in and out of me and took one nipple in his mouth. I could feel myself getting wet around him that just made him move faster in me. “Fuck angel you are so wet.” I didn’t know what to say I didn’t know how to talk dirty or what the protocol is with things like this, so I didn’t say a word, my breathing just got heavier and heavier. He kept on pushing into me and he hit a spot that made me want to do what I did previously I think I came. “Nikkie?” I said. “Angel” he said as he kept on moving. “I think I want to cum.” That surprised him a bit, “Then cum angel you don’t need my permission to cum, not yet.” He said I didn’t know what he meant by that but another few strokes in and out of me and I came. “Oh my God” I screamed. I must have said that real load because I woke up and I could feel I was wet between my legs. “Well, I don’t have to waste this.” I said out load. I took my vibrator out of my draw and pushed the pink vibrate into my pussy positioning the rabbits’ ears on my clit then I put it on and like always all I could imagine was Nicolas face every time he fucked me. It didn’t take very long before I came, I had to keep quiet as I’m sure Nikkie will wake up very soon so I bit into my pillow as I came. And on key Nikki ran into the room and jumped onto the bed. I pushed my vibrator next to me under the blankets. “Morning mom” “Morning angel how did you sleep?” “Okay and you?” “Good thank you.” She got on her knees “Tell me how was your ball last night.” Oh, my goodness Nikki if you just knew I ran into you father last night. “It was nice.” “Were there any beautiful men you can bring home that can become my dad?” Fuck that was also the latest she was looking for me to date so she could get a dad. “No angel, let’s go make some pancakes.” “Oh, cool pancakes.” Just like that she forgot about the men in my life and the dad she so desperately wanted.

We went to the kitchen and we started on the pancake mix this was a Saturday tradition. Then if it’s cold outside we will sit in front of the TV watch a movie before we go out to dance class. But I had to ask her every Saturday what she wanted to do because it was her day. “So, what do you want to do after pancakes?” She didn’t jump up and say she wanted to watch a movie she was thinking while pushing the blueberries into the pancake. “Can we go for a walk in Central Park?” That confused me a lot. “A walk in Central Park?” “Yes” “Off course we can but you normally want to watch movies?” “The big children go walk in Central Park and drink coffee, I’m a big kid I want to do that.” “You only 11 angel.” “I’m almost 12 mom I’m almost going to high school.” God forbid. “Okay but I’m not buying you coffee.” “Can I get hot chocolate then?” “Yes, angel you can.” Then she jumped up from her chair and ran around the counter to give me a hug “Thank you mom.” “Off course angel you know Saturdays are your day.”

We ate our pancakes then we both went to our rooms to get ready; I yelled at her to remember to wear warm cloths and to bring her dancing bag with. She walked into my room with her hand on her hip “Mom you don’t have to yell I do know what to do.” Then she turned around and walked out. Another trade she got from her dad he hated anyone yelling at him or just yelling overall. I finished showering and got dressed in a jean, t-shirt, jersey and had a jacket ready to go out and then my last piece of the outfit was my red boots, which I loved of course. When Nikki came out of her room it was like someone told us what the other person is going to wear, she was also wearing her jeans, a jersey hopefully she has a t-shirt on underneath that jersey and red boots because she made me buy her red boots that fits with mine. She gave me a look “Oh no we can’t.” She said. Fuck I have a teenager in the house. “Well, it’s getting late and if you want to walk in Central Park have a hot chocolate and be on time for dance classes there is no way one of us can go and switch outfits.” She gave a big sigh “Okay fine.” We took our jackets from behind the door and walk out of the apartment. I had to make sure “You have all your dancing things?” “Yes, mom I’m almost 12 I’m not 9 anymore.” Well okay then I thought. When we got outside, I called a cab and we both got in “Central Park please.” Nikki was looking out of the window looking at the buildings and the snow that was falling. “You excited for your dance glass?” “Oh yes we are busy to practice The Nutcracker for our Christmas show.” “That’s nice angel.” “It is and …..” She got quiet. “And what angel?” “It’s the daddy daughter dance again in a week.” “Oh” Now her obsession started to make sense again. “Do you think your friend from hospital will go with me?” “But I thought you didn’t want him to go with.” “I don’t want to miss out again this year.” “Okay I’ll ask him.” “Thank you, mommy.” She only calls me mommy some times and I treasure those moments every time.”

We got to Central Park and Nikki was running in front of me “Angel stay with me please.” “Okay but I want to go to the fountain.” “What fountain.” She pointed at the one she wanted to go to. “You first want to get your hot chocolate and then sit there?” “Yes please.” We walked over to a small stall and I bought 2 Hot chocolates. I gave Nikki’s hers and took mine as we walked to the fountain someone ran into me causing me to spill the whole hot chocolate all over my jacket. “Hey watch where you going.” The man said but I got ice cold because that voice belonged to no one other than Nicolas.