Marital Turmoil: Back Off, First Love!

As a TV dramas enthusiast, I grasped the power of a first love. It was like the moon in the sky—the more unattainable it was, the more one desired it.
Society's norms kept them apart, with a prestigious family avoiding disgrace, even if they weren't related by blood. "She is just my sister, don't overthink it!" he always said so when faced with my questions, leaving me speechless.
Married to him for four years, I longed for a child, yet he never came to me. I couldn't continue like this; it was time to take the initiative and reclaim my place. First love, please step back!